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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
1:53 pm
It's bloody starting to piss me off. Each day that I come home, which is relatively more often now, Space is never home because he is off working. It's enough to drive me completely bonkers. I would give anything to change my schedule or quit, but I've got to work, I don't want him taking the most of the labour load just because I'm pregnant. It just doesn't seem fair to me, though that is probably the way he'd have it. I guess I should start waiting up for Space if I really want to see him, but work really kicks the shit out of me and I can't help wishing that life was a little bit easier, but then....where'd be the fun in that now?

God have mercy, I need a new icon. This is the first time I've been able to update without being interrupted by some nurse and being rushed off to help a patient. I'm not sure how much more of this I can take.
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
11:23 am
I am so fucking tired of leaving for extended periods of time. It's killing me to be away from Space and Nick so much, but worst of all, I know how much it hurts Space. I got bumped back up to a resident doctor because three of the hospital's regulars were "bought out" to higher paying hospitals as my supervisor said. Not to mention I still have to fucking file every fucking piece of shit paper that comes in and goes out. If I am gone for more than one week again, I will....Fuck, I don't know, but it sure as hell won't be pretty.

I can see the headline now, "Local Hospital Intern Kills Twenty, Whereabouts unknown." The thought kind of makes me chuckle. Nothing to laugh about, but still amusing to me no doubt. Maybe it's because I am British. A true limey.

I promise to myself at this moment, if I am asked by anyone of familial relations (i.e: my brother)or if the hospital asks me to do anything else, that headline just might become a reality. And what blows right now is Space isn't home. I can't see my baby. My precious husband. It's fucking driving me up the wall. That's not good you know, me being pregnant and all. Hopefully he will be home shortly so I can explain my second week long absence. He made me promise that we wouldn't end up like his first marriage. I wouldn't end up like Kiwi. I would rather die, than let that happen. There is not a single force in this world that could change the way I feel about him. Not even an act of God. I am truly, deeply, madly...fucking hopelessly in love with him. I hope he knows that.
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
6:35 pm
Typie typie. Not much to say. I'll update this later when I have more to talk about.
Wait.
Wait.
Space and I found out that we are having twins. <3
Take that and run with it.
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Friday, August 26th, 2005
10:45 pm
I have a lot more days off, which is nice and all, but I tend to get bored very easily, especially when Space is not around. It's only when he comes home that I actually have something to do if Nick's not around to play with me. Let met tell you, you can only do so much cleaning and so much telly watching and so much reading before those alone drive you bloody mad. And I have done my share of each to last an eternity. But I haven't really got anything better to do. Well...I could take up yoga I suppose.

Space and I went out camping the other night. It was only into our backyard, but still...there is something awe-inspiring about being outdoors in a tent, hearing the call of angry drivers to one another, the furious horn sounds...really so...aggravating. I wish we could have gone to stay out in the country, where it is really wonderful. We did that once. Just him and I. It was nice. All romantic and stuff. Ho hum. I guess I'll go find something to amuse myself with until Space gets home. It's like this even if I work, and I did work today...
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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
11:27 pm
I had to help my brother move into his new apartment in San Francisco. I didn't get to give any warning to Space, so I felt really bad. Really stupid of me, but I forgot our home phone number. I mean, I never call it. As soon as I was home, I remembered it. How stupid I felt, but I was so relieved to be home. It is indescribable how much I missed Space and Nick. Being away from the people you love really puts things into perspective.

I think I felt the same worry he felt for me during my absence when he did not come home last night. He started his new job, his second job. I really don't want him to have him bust his ass, while I sit around as a receptionist at the hospital. Did I mention I went back to work at the hospital? I get the same pay I did doing my nursing job, as well as a bonus. They love me there. I just wish Space would let me help with some of the expenses, but he refuses and makes me continue to save my money. "They are expensive as hell when they are born." he says, refering to the baby I've got growing in my womb.

Speaking of babies...Have my first obsetetrician appointment next week on Wednesday. Space is going to go with me. Won't that be fun? The most uncomfortable ultrasound in the world! At least I will have my hubby there to comfort me.

Because Space did this survey, I did it as well.

1.)Does all bottled water taste the same to you? Unless it’s flavored.
2.)Do you wear shoes when you hang around the house or do you barefoot it? Depends on if I need to go outside anytime. If not, I am usually barefoot.
3.)If money was no object, where would you go out to eat tonight?
4.)List all the things on your bathroom counter without looking... Toothbrushes, toothpaste, handsoap….Uh…
5.)Turn around and look behind you, what do you see? A dresser..
6.)What's worse, a booger hanging out of your nose or a piece of spinach in your teeth? Both are pretty unappealing.
7.)If you could invent a new flavor of soda what would it be? Go buy a Nehi. That brand has every flavor imaginable.
8.)What's the first section you usually go to when you go to Walmart? Electronics.
9.)When is the last time you had a haircut? A few months ago.
10.)What kind of shampoo is in your shower right now? Pantene-Pro V
11.)How fast can you type on the keyboard? Fast enough. About 85 wpm if you must know.
12.)What time is it? 11:14
13.)What time do you wish it was? 12:00
14.)Did you get enough sleep last night? No. My husband didn’t come home.
16.)What's the worst fashion trend going on right now in your opinion?
17.)Who is your favorite family member? My sister. Sometimes my brother.
18.)If there were no exotic species laws, what kind of pet would you get? An ocelot. Just an overgrown housecat.
19.)If applicable, what kind of video games do you play? Mission-based, fighting, and first-person shooter.
20.)Are jigsaw puzzles annoying or delightful to you? Delightful…for the most part.
21.)What's your GPA? 3.89
22.)What do you wish it was? 4.0
23.)If you could do anything you wanted to today what would it be? Take over the world.
24.)Can you lick your elbow? What part of it?...
25.)Can you put your leg behind your head? Yes, makes it hard to breath though.
26.)Do you crack your knuckles? Sometimes.
27.)Favorite brand of chapstick:
28.)Least favorite food: Japanese…Ew…Raw fish.
29.)Bubble baths or showers? Both.
30.)Do you have to wear deoderant? Yes. So fresh and so clean….clean.
31.)How do you get the little fuzzies off your sweaters? I don’t even iron my clothes, why would I clean fuzzies off?
32.)Are you allergic to anything? Nothing that kill me
33.)Are you an upfront person? I am a little too subtle, but I can be upfront.
34.)Have you ever flashed anyone? Yes, unfortunately.
35.)Besides your doctor, has anyone seen you naked? Ah..Yes. Being pregnant would be questionable otherwise.
26.)What kind of gum is your favorite? Spearmint.
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
9:22 pm
I've missed Space these past couple of nights. I don't know how that is possible, I put in my two weeks notice at the hospital and told them I'd be back in about five to seven years after I get my P.h.D. So I am out of a job, and I am home practically 24 hours, except on the occasions I take Nick to the park and shop for groceries. It's rather pathetic. I tend to miss him when he is gone for more than 5 minutes, let alone two days. I have nothing do do but play with Nick and clean the house, and let me tell you, this place is spotless. I've cleaned it at least five times in the past two days. Actually, I guess I could start a new book. Books, my third love. They help pass the time. Hopefully though, he will come home. I'm starting to run bad scenarios through my head, and that makes it telephone numbers worse.

I can look on the brightside, my hair can't turn white from worrying, that's for sure. I need to hound Leah about developing my wedding photos. I already have the frames for them, but no photos. Bit bothersome if you ask me. She's a bloody slacker, but I am certain the pictures will be of top quality.
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
2:41 pm
Perfect way to end a week, make Oracle work an all night shift. She'll love that! Better yet, don't tell her until the day she is supposed to have off early, and then spring it onto and let her work 12 extra hours on top of the 9 she already worked! At least she knows what she is doing among the other bumbling, idiotic, bampot staff members. Let's just say, that ballsed-up my week, and the fact my husband has been a little down doesn't rate so high on my scale either. He told me not to get overstressed and that Kiku would take him up-state to the asylum so he might have his perscriptions strengthened. For him, I will remain calm and collected, at least on the outside. At least we had a nice walk in the rain on Friday. The rain makes us happy. I make him happy he says. That makes me happy if I am doing my job.

You know. I might just get a job elsewhere until I am out of medical school, so I am not all...patiented out. Pay's not that great anyway. How about Barnes and Nobles? Or better yet, maybe I could get a job as the receptionist at Space's work. I wonder if they're hirering.
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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
1:57 pm
I hate it when Space is gone, but I understand he has to go for psyche evaluations. He's never told me much about the asylum, horrible memories I am sure. So it is completely understandable. I don't want him to have to relive painful things like that. He came back to visit me on allotted time, which I must say is upsetting, but it would have been more upsetting had I not known where he had gone. I think he will come out of this okay, and a married man. Hah.

On a lighter note, my mum is here with us, as well as his dad. Space and I were afraid at first that they might kill each other, but it has yet to happen fortunately. They seem to get along just fine. The rest of my family will be here within a few days. I hate sleeping with my mother so I slept on the floor of my room, the hard wood floor. Space had the couch because his father was in his room. He doesn't know I slept on the floor. My back feels nice though, so why am I complaining? I hope "dad" slept well, he's so very nice. A little hard on his son's character, but a nice man. He'll be a great father-in-law.

I had lunch with my mum yesterday when she arrived. One of the first things she asked me was "When should I expect a grandchild?" I nearly choked on my water. Then when I was sitting on the couch with "dad," he asked me something similar. My mom even thought Space and I slept together. I thought she of all people would know that premarital sex is not high on my list. What a goody two shoes I am. And Space, oho...Space doesn't think I want sex. Little does he know. After being friends with him for the past...what, three years? And dating him and living with him? It's kind of hard to not have a little sex drive rubbed off on you.
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
1:02 am
It's nice to be settled in finally. I never realised I had so many books. I knew I was an avid reader, but crying out loud do I have book shelves full. Good thing I chose the room with the book cases, right? Everything is unpacked now, no clothes in boxes, no plates wrapped in newspaper and bubble wrap, nothing. Here is a random question, what the hell is up with packing peanuts? I mean seriously. They stick to everything and each other because of the static, and then they explode if you squish them in the middle. That is always amusing. Exploding styrofoam peanuts.

I got my wedding dress what would be 5 months ahead of schedule if it were not for the fact that Space and I decided to move our wedding foreward. Space asked if he could see it and I just laughed and told him it was "Bad luck." Of course, he had some smartass remark, which is why I love him. I believe our new wedding date is the 15th of June. Oh my do I need to pick a place to honeymoon at. That is two weeks away, thank God my mother is flying in early to help me plan for what little amount of people we have coming. I feel so..fucking girly. I've never been the type that had her dream wedding planned. It's just the thing I kind of hoped would just fall in to place, and so it has, quite nicely if I do say so myself. And talking about it makes me feel weird, but what the hell....this is my journal after all, isn't it?

Kiku and I are getting along better than we were before. It's nice, considering he is going to be my brother-in-law. I don't really want to be on bad terms with anyone, especially family. And I have yet to properly hang out with Donna like we have so planned the past few times we have seen each other, but speaking of Donna...I have not seen her in quite some time. All in good time I suppose, all in good time.

Random, random, random. I have had a little tooooo much coffee. Oh sweet coffee, the nectar of midnight cram sessions, the keeper of all sacred energy that one cannot reach without caffiene. I love coffee. So much, but I think I need to lay off it for a bit. It makes me a little bit...weird. Especially at night...when I am trying to type on my journal. It makes me very weird and makes it hard for me to concentrate. Maybe I should try No-Doze instead. Pure caffiene. Even better. I cleaned my keyboard today. That was one of the nasty things on earth. My brother used to own it. Is it really necessary to eat at the computer? Honestly. I have never seen anything so disgusting. I took out all the keys and vacuumed it and everything. And if it ever gets in that shape again, I will know my brother lives in my closet. Ever see someone snort something? One time...I had a friend who snorted some No-Doze. I never got to see how he....What the hell?...Okay. I seriously need to lay off the coffee.

Scribe has been acting awfully strange. I would too if I had some oversexed cat room mate. I would tremble in fear. Oh wait. I do. That cat lives with me. That cat just need to hire a male prostitute/ bitch so she can have all the sex she needs, psycho...nympho..maniac..Cat...thing.

Maybe sleep is a good option to cure this one hour past midnight insanity I have. Then again, maybe not. ONLY TIME WILL TELL!
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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
11:13 pm
Finally, I can feel like I am doing something productive. Space and I are moving to another apartment, only...it is a three bedroom, two and a half bathroom, furnished kitchen, dining room, and a living room kind of loft. I feel productive because Space is letting me pay half the rent. I already did the paperwork, so the first month's rent and yearly pet deposit is paid. He and I were out for a walk to see the prospective home when my cell rang.

It was the realtor. We'll be moving in by the end of the week. Good-bye neighbors, hello solitude. It will be so perfect.
I really wish to pay the rent, but he will only let me pay half. I tried to cover three fourths, but he insisted on half. So we are going to spilt the utilities as well.

Maybe if I wasn't so tired I would have more to talk about, well. Actually, I have a lot to talk about, but little patience to type it all out into this little box, having to think of how to convey the truth about what happened and how things actually "went down" or "will go down" so to speak. I realize that sounds ridiculous, so I must stress the fact that I am exceptionally tire. Starting Sunday I will be switched to an day-shift only schedule, but that will not stop them from calling me in for all-nighters. More money for me. I think once I get into medical school, I am going to pick an easy, short major. It's eight years of school for for a surgeon and then seven years of residency. Screw that. I think I can switch to whatever major I please. I have taken practically every science known to man. How about pediatrics or obstetrics. Kids and babies. How fun. No...I just want to be regular doctor. Regular. What the hell is regular anyway?

Wow. This turned out to be a ramble-on-medical-stuff-whine fest. I need to sleep.

current mood: bouncy
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
7:00 pm
Well, I am 20-years-old. I feel no different. I suppose that is because of the legal age differences in England. In London, I've been a legal drinker for two years, but here I still have one more year. And after 20 years, I fear my ability to heal is beginning to let me down. I wish at times I had the ability to heal emotional pain, heal pasts, but I cannot. I know this all is rooted towards Space's troubles. I wish I could help him. Fully understand what he went through. But I am to effing daft, and for that, baby. I apologize thoroughly.

Oh. I got a new tattoo. A little dark red star on my left hand to subtly represnt Space without branding his name on my body, that seems to be bad luck for relationships. So...I went with a star. That makes two tattoos I have.

Maybe tomorrow I will have a better, longer post. Doubtful. But you can always hope to have me talk about my
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Friday, May 13th, 2005
6:16 pm
Lord help me. My birthday is in three days. Three days. I'll be 20. And that means I will no longer be a teenager.
How frightening, well not really. I grew up a long time ago. I already play "mum" for Space's son, Nick. It is amazing really, watching a child grow up, and so quickly. I am so glad to be able to see it happen.

I haven't gotten much sleep the past few nights because I had been studying for my finals, which I am overjoyed to say are complete. I am now a college graduate, but sadly I have only just begun. I now have to take my MCAT in order to make it into medical school, which is another eight long years of studying, and even then it is still not over. I get to suffer through internship. At least I already work at a hospital that is willing to take my internship. Then, residency begins. I will always be on call...Can someone please tell me why I am willing to sacrifice my personal life towards the benefit of millions of people...I don't actually like? Anyone? My weakness is that I care to much. And how about the hospital I work at. Work. I finally have time off. A whole week to be away from wounded, beaten down, and just hurt people. Maybe now, Space and I can actually go have a little fun.

Ooooh. Donna. Donna is fun. Donnanananana DON-NA! We've decided that the past is the past and that we are going to be friends. Why shouldn't we be friends after all? Before, when our "group" was still together, we clashed. Oh did we clash and we never gave the other a chance. Our personalities were and are extrememly different. The fact that I was dating Jay when she desired him, actually...I am suprised I wasn't on every girl's hit list. That is beside the point. I need more "girlfriends." She said the same thing. Voila.

You want to know what is disappointing, getting a fortune cookie that has no fortune. What the hell is that? I mean it is in the title of the cookie. You would think there would be one inside of it. Oh well. I am going to go take a nap now, sorry for the worthlessness of this post. So sue me.
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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
7:05 pm
I could possibly be the happiest fuck alive. <3!
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Friday, April 22nd, 2005
8:57 pm
Typing. I effing hate typing, yet I sit here type, type, typing away, cataloging my life, my meaningless life to my strange friends whom I love and Space, well, what can I say? Love is not a big enough word, no matter how cheesy that sounds...I catalog my meaningless life, and then I think, "Do they really want to hear about the enormous sliver I removed from a man's hand, or how about the stitches I gave to the little girl with her kneecap exposed, or how I removed the Scottish Terrier Monopoly piece from a toddler's nose? Do they really want to hear about that?" At least I graduate shortly, but then it is Medical school, big time, and I turn 20 on May 16th. It's frightening, I am almost not a teenager.

[Ooc: I am sorry this is a short post, but due to time constraints from my asshole brother, I will have to update longer, later. Courtney, I am sorry for my sporadic absences, if only you could live with my brother for a day. It would suck. I do not wish that upon you or any of my enemies. No. That is a fate far to gruesome. I must endure.]
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Sunday, April 17th, 2005
10:10 pm
I finally got home from work, but no one was home so I decided to go and watch a movie. I didn't know what movies were out so I stood outside staring at the oversized movie posters gratuitously boasting about their rave reviews. I decided on Sin City, I had seen a commercial about it anyway, and thought it might be interesting to see. I'm not very big on movies, but that is one of the best productions I have ever seen. Kudos Frank Miller, kudos to you, for both your writing and directing abilities. One of my favorite things at movies are previews, and I must say that "The Skeleton Key," looks very interesting. It is supposed to be about Louisiana. I wonder if Space will go with me to see it when it opens. Oh and "Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith," now that better be good; otherwise, my childhood was wasted upon science fiction for nothing.

Sin City itself was good. I went to the 12:30 am showing, I was practically alone in that theatre, which was creepy in itself. Have you ever been alone in a theatre, no matter the type of movie?...Kind of eerie isn't it? That total silence. Deafening silence, excluding the sound from the movie that is. No coughing, whining children, popcorn cruching, straw sounds, ice shiftin in cups, excessive laughter, cell phones going off. Just you and the movie. Inconsiderate people. I know I am not the only one they piss off.

My last shift at work sucked bollocks. It was 48 hours long, and I am not even a bloody intern. Sometimes I wonder if they are trying to kill me mercilessly, slowly, and most painfully. All in all, it will be worth it in the end. That's when I will come out ahead of the other internship applicants, already having a place that will take me in. But, I finally got to go home.

I love Space. <3
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
1:09 pm
It's only because I am bored.

Well, I officially tired of college. I am ready to graduate. To become a doctor, a surgeon in fact. I am tired of papers, tests, homework, all college associated things. At least I have a job at a hospital, they said they would take my internship because I was such a good person and respected the hospital. I am tired of staying at the hospital, not being able to make it home. I am tired of not seeing the two faces I love the most, Space's and Nick's. But it comes with the territory. That makes me want to entirely reconsider my course of career action, but then there is that little voice that gives me reassurance, hope even. What if I fail though? What if I disappoint everyone I love, or loves me? That uncertainty drives me to the edge of instanity, but then I remember Space's faith in me and my abilities, and I take a deep breath, step back, and examine the successes I have had. I love him for that. I love him for a lot of things, more than I could probably list, and I hate to think about how he feels when I don't make it home at night.

I hate sleeping in the employee lounge. Why do they even call it a lounge in a hospital, or anywhere else for that matter? First off, there is no place to lounge, second off, you don't have time enough TO lounge. I just want to sleep. My supervisor sleeps wherever she can, especially on gurneys. She tells us not to wake her up unless our patient is near death. Fortunately, I've never needed to wake her up because of my special ability. When I am at work, I have the longest days ever. They don't end. The shift just continues in this vicious cycle of sick and horribly wounded people. It gets to some. I am not even certain why I want to me a surgeon, when I was younger I wanted to be a veteranarian, but then I realized I would never be able to look at an animal the same way. My childhood ambition then became that of an artist, remaining consistent until after I graduated from high school. That's when I decided the world needed another doctor.

I don't have much else to say, aside from the obsequious statement of "I love Space."
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Sunday, April 10th, 2005
1:19 am
There are so many things I would like to say, but so little I am actually able to put down in words. To describe love, to explain it.
If only I could explain it...I mean truly explain the depth of what I feel when I am around him.
Space. Love is not a big enough word, it pales in comparison to what I feel, it sets a limitation on my feelings, because I love him so much more than love, as a word, allows.

Around him, I get goosebumps and butterflies all at the same times. He makes my knees weak, but he makes me want to dance, to sing, to run, skip, hop, jump. Live life.

I realize I sound like a fan girl, and so what if I do? I love him, so shag off. You've obviously never seen the cute little way he dotes upon his son, or the way he smiles when he looks at me. The small, meaningful things he does for me and his son. How he insists he loves me more. His puppy eyes. <3

Well I got to meet his parents again. His father is very nice, more so than I remember, I didn't actually see much of his mother, which suited Space just fine I think. It's rather nice to be back. I kind of missed all of my gruesome text books, classes, work.

Speaking of Space doting on his son, Nick's birthday approaches. It is so cute to watch Space wonder of what to do for the 1 year old's birthday. I wonder what I am to do...
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Monday, March 28th, 2005
5:09 pm
Home sweet home. It's always nice to come home to London, but I must admit I prefer it in the States with Space. At least I can be certain he likes it there, and understands what the bloody hell they are saying. Most are unaware of the fact that we speak proper English, Cockney aside, and the "English" they speak in the States is "American". I suppose it is the same principle for a person from the Deep South, trying to understand what a Yankee is saying or vice versa...

After London, Space and I are going to New Orleans. That should be fun. I get to meet his parents again. I've met them once, but it is doubtful they remember a little limey like myself. It's better that they don't. Wipe the slate clean so to speak. Space tells me not to get attached to his mother and I think I will take his advice.

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
10:41 pm
001. What is your name? Elara
002. Spell your name backwards: Arale
003. Date of birth: May 16
004. Male or female? Female.
005. Astrological sign: Taurus. And Space..I think you are a Pisces. HAH..Fishie!
006. Nicknames: Oracle
007. Occupation? Med student
008. Height: 5’8 or 9”
009. Weight: 120
010. Hair color: White, and a bit of pink.
011. Eye color: Pink
012. Where were you born? London, England.
013. Where do you reside now? Los Angeles, California
014. Age: 19
015. Screen names: Don’t have one.
016. E-mail addy: Does it matter?
017. What does your screen name stand for? I believe I answered that previously.
018. What is your lj name? oracleflame
019. What does your Blurty name stand for? What…what the hell?
020. Pets: My cat, Scribe.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? I haven’t blown out candles since I was 16.
022. Piercings? 9 or 10…Most of them are in my ears.
023. Tattoo's? One.
025. Righty or lefty? Lefty, though I am ambidextrous.
026. Wearing: Absolutely nothing. God, Clothes, you sick freak..
027. Hearing: The hum of my computer.
028. Feeling: Boredom.
029. Eating/drinking: Root beer.

~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
061. Have you ever been in love? I am in love. <3
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? Two before Space, but now…now I mean it with all of my bloody heart and soul.
063. How many people have you been in love with? One.
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? No. My dad has enough intestinal fortitude to just be bald.
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? You would think I would, but no.
116. Are your parents divorced? No.
117. Do you have step parents? No, already. Can't have a step parent and have your parents still be married.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? Kind of.
119. If so for what? None of your business.
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? My family still lives in another country..
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? “Scars” by Papa Roach
122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? I don’t know. Crazytown, I guess.
123. What's the best cd you own? The Beatles “1” album
124. What song do you absolutely hate? “Wannabe” by Spice Girls.
125. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes. I hum, mostly.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? “True” by Lasgo
Okay, I Name An Artist And I Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs:
127. Pink: Got to get off of your morphine, because it’s making me itch.
128. Aerosmith: I don’t wanna fall asleep 'cause I’ll miss you babe, and I don’t wanna miss a thing.
129. Madonna: ...
130. Korn: Something takes a part of me, something lies to never see, ever time I start to believe, something’s raped and taken from me.
131. Backstreet Boys: Fuck boy bands.
132. The Beatles: HELP! I need somebody, Help! Not just anybody. You know I need someone. Heeelp.
133. Sublime: I...couldn’t say..
134. J.Lo: How about no?
135. *Nsync: Worthless.
136. Limp Bizkit: No.
137. Britney Spears: Don’t you know that you’re toxic?
138. Creed: Hold me now, I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinkin’… maybe six feet ain’t so far down
139. Enrique Iglesias: Uh..no.
140. Good Charlotte: If you want me to wait, I would wait for you. If you told me to stay, I would stay right thru. If you don’t wanna say anything at all, I’m happy wondering.
141. Christina Aguilera: Something about being…dirty. Whatever.
142. Eminem: Angry white boy…
143. New Found Glory: Catalyst! You contradict the fact that you still want me around.
144. Kelly Clarkson: SINCE YOU BEEN GONE, I CAN BREATH FOR THE FIRST TIME! Whiny little bitch.
145. Kelly Osbourne: Papa don’t preach, because I’m keeping my baby….To bad that isn’t really her song.
146. Mandy Moore: I don’t like her.
147. Eve: Don’t know.
148. Aaliyah: Never heard her music.
149. Nelly: It’s getting hot in here. Must be because of Space. :3
150. Alicia Keys: Don’t know.
151. Incubus: Hey megalomaniac, you’re no Jesus. Yeah, you’re no fucking Elvis, wash your hands clean of yourself, baby just step down, step down, step down.
Favorites
152. Color: Red
153. Food: Bread.
154. Song: “So Cold” by Breaking Benjamin
155. Show: Lost or Adult Swim
157. Band/singer: Beatles or the Rolling Stones.
158. Animal: Cats
161. Movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas
162. Pair of shoes: Chucks
164. Actor: The guy that played that one character.
165. Actress: That girl.
166. Potato chip: Ritz chips.
167. Drink: Barques
168. Alcoholic drink: I’m not sure.
169. Holiday: Halloween
170. Perfume/cologne: Paradise, or Space…He’s manly! :3
171. Pizza topping: Pepperoni
172. Jello flavor: Jello does not appeal to me.
173. Lunch meat: Turkey.
174. Board game: I don’t like “bored” games.
175. Video game: Kingdom Hearts
176. Website: Scarysquirrel.com
177. Book: “The Da Venci Code” by Dan Brown
178. Computer game: Unreal
179. Number: 3.
180. Cereal: Kix
181. Comedian: Adam Sandler or Seth Green. Yes.
182. Dessert: Cake.
183. Disney character: Jack Skellington
184. Clothing store: Don’t have one.
185. Passtime: Sleeping
186. Teacher: My mom.
187. Childhood toy: My stuffed tiger.
188. Carnival game/ride: I think I went to one carnival growing up…
189. Candy bar: Butterfinger
190. Magazine: Maxim…Haha. No. I don’t read magazines often.
191. Salad dressing: Ranch?
192. Thing to do on the weekend: Sleep.
193. Hot drink: Coffee.
194. Season: Summer
195. Sport to watch: I hate sports. Boxing is kind of fun to watch though.
196. Person to talk to online: Space.
Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
199. Do you have posters on your wall? A few.
200. If so of what? Lots of junk.
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? No.
202. How many pillows are on your bed? Three, two I sleep on, and one for when I want to roll over.
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? No.
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? Sometimes.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: I’d prefer not to.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes. One.
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? Two.
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? Sometimes..
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? I did when I was little.
214. Do you snore? Not that I know of.
215. How about drool? Only when I get really hot when sleeping, and am lying on my stomach.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Not unless you consider my cell phone an alarm.
217. What color is the carpet in your room? I am afraid to look down. Grey, I think.
218. What's under your bed? A couple of pairs of shoes and the Oogie Boogie Man.
This or that
219. beach/mountains: Mountains.
220. Donuts/bagels: Donuts.
221. Day/night: Night
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:
223. Heaven/hell: Hell. What’s wrong with eternal damnation anyway?
225. Coffee/tea: Coffee
228. Britney/Christina: Neither. They both suck.
229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: I am lactose intolerant, but Swiss.
230. Real World/Road Rules: Screw them both.
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: They can die.
232. Silver/gold: Silver
233. Nike/Adidas: Neither. Converse.
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: Taco Bell…I guess.
235. Sweet/sour: Sour.
236. Punk/emo: I would have to go with punk.
237. Hot/cold: Not to hot, but not to cold. Just right.
238. Winter/summer: Summer.
239. Spring/fall: Fall
240. Operas/plays: Plays.
241. Read/watch tv: Read
242. Cd's/tapes: CDs
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVDs
244. Old/new: Both.
245. Shorts/skirts: Shorts.
246. Pink/red: Red.
247. Coloured pictures/black and white photos: Black and white are classier to me.
248. Meat/vegetables: Ahm…meat..
249. Mexican food/chinese food: Mexican.
250. Commercials/infomercials: Hate them both.
251. Scary movies/comedies: Scary movies.
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: Bikinis, hey…if you’ve got it…flaunt it, right?
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: Tennis shoes.
254. Dogs/cats: Cats
255. Unicorns/fairies: Phoenixs.
256. Water/land: Land.
257. Sugar/spice: And everything nice.
258. Black/white: Both, so that makes grey.
259. ribbons/bows: Ribbons.
260. Chicken/beef: Chicken.
261. Colored Christmas lights/regular white Christmas lights: White, but coloured have their place.
262. Cars/trucks: Trucks
264. Popcorn/pretzels: Popcorn, unless it is a doughy pretzel.
265. Hip/hop: How high?
266. Passionate kiss/peck: Passionate.
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: Real.
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back. :3;
269. Picture frames/photo albums: Picture frames. Photo albums just get stashed away somewhere.
270. Pens/pencils: Pencils.

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
271. Eminem: Angry primadonna.
272. Virgins: I am one.
273. God: He may love me, but he does not like me.
274. The Osbournes: Dumb fucks.
275. Reality TV: Ban it.
276. J.Lo: Fat ass.
278. Emo music: Gag.
279. Valentine's Day: I have a reason not to like it.
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: What? She made a comeback?
282. Abortion: I am against it, but for women’s rights. Right on Ross Peroe. Right on.
284. Murder: Depends on the circumstances.
285. Death: Sometimes I wish to die, but I have a reason to live. I am happy.
289. Pornography: Hehe. Porn.
290. Fortune tellers: Get a real job.
293. Politics: Waste of time.
294. Country music: How about, no?
296. Cloning: Well..Let’s ask God about it?...God?...No answer. Go for it.

What You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.

299. Jack: In the box.
300. Tiffany: Diamonds.
301. Ben: Big Ben!
302. Maria: Spain.
303. Jennifer: Common.
304. Nicole: Slut.
305. Amy: Nympho.
310. Tom: Dick and Harry.
314. John: Average.
315. Joel: Aggressive.
323. Natalie: Nutjob.
324. Christy: Fat.
Have You Ever...
331. Mooned anyone? No.
332. Been on a diet? Why? Am I fat? DO I NEED TO GO ON A DIET? ;o;
333. Been to a foreign country? I was born in England, so…The U.S. is foreign to me.
334. Broken a bone? 5 ribs.
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? Never had a filling to speak of, or swallow.
336. Swear at a teacher? Under my breath.
338. Got in a fight? Of course.
339. Dated a teacher? Disgusting. That is absolutely disgusting.
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? Nearly.
341. Thought about killing your enemy? Yes, but that was a bad thought.
342. Gone skinny dipping? Nope.
344. Told a little white lie? Yes.
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? If you can keep a secret, so can I.
346. Stolen anything? Yes, but I was little.
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I don’t know. You tell me.
348. Been on TV? No.
349. Been on the radio? No.
350. Been in a mosh pit? Nope.
351. Been to a concert? Not in a while.
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? Yes.
355. Broken the law? Laws are meant to be broken.
356. Been to a rodeo? Yes, unfortunately.
357. Been on a talk show? No.
358. Been on a game show? No.
359. Been on an airplane? Yes.
360. Got to ride on a fire truck? No.
361. Came close to dying? I…No…It’s none of your business.
364. Terrorized a babysitter? No. I was a good kid. ^^;
365. Made a mud pie? Yep.
366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? No, I do dream about jumping a lot though.
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Yes.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? No.
370. Felt like you didn't belong? Certainly.
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? Quite a lot.
372. Smoked? No.
373. Done drugs? No.
374. Been arrested? No.
375. Had your tonsils removed? Still have them.
376. Gone to camp? Nope.
377. Won a bet? I’m not the gambling type, but yes. Always win.
378. Written a love letter? No, maybe I should take this endeavor up though.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? I don’t have to go very far.
380. Written a love poem? I’m not so good with the rhyming.
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Yes.
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? No. Learn to talk your way out of them.
390. Done jail time? Nope.
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? Yes. It’s called… A LABCOAT!
392. Won a trophy? Yes.
393. Thrown up in public? Nope.
395. Failed/got held back? No. I graduated early in fact.
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Yep.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? No.
398. Taken ballet lessons? Once, and once only.
399. Attempted suicide? Yes. Once.
400. Cut yourself? Not so much.
Randomness
425. Do you believe in aliens? The universe is an awfully big place for just us humans. So, yes, I do.
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: Books, a tea cup, and a picture frame.
427. Do you have any hidden talents? I have quite a way with my voice, plus I can smile on left side of my face, yet frown on the right side.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? Fuck MTV.
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? A thriller.
430. What would your movie star name be? I’ve never really thought about it.
431. Do you play any sports? No.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? I’ll tell you when I see one.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? Shaun of the Dead.
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? Predator.
435. Do you drive? Yes.
436. What is your dream car? An armoured truck, or a 1967 Corvette Stingray.
437. Do you think your good looking? Not particularly.
438. Do others think you are good looking? People tell me I am, but I find it hard to believe.
439. Would you ever sky dive? No.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? No.
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? Two bedrooms, one bath, living room/kitchen.
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? A little.
443. Do you believe in God? Maybe, but He seems doubtful.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? I don’t know.
446. Do you believe there is a hell? Yes. Step outside and you’re looking at it.
447. Do you own a pool table? No, but it would be fun to have one.
448. Do you have a pool? No.
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? No. Washing dishes by hand so much more rewarding.
450. Do you like chocolate? Yes I do.
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? I don’t have a calendar.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 9.
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? Yes.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? A ladybug. I was 5.
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? A pocket knife, yes.
456. What is your weakness? Space. And I tend to care too much.
457. Name something you can't get enough of: Space.
459. How many kids do you want to have? One.
460. Future daughter’s names: Charlotte, Abigail.
462. What is your ideal way to die? Have my throat slit. Otherwise, die in peace with my family and loved ones near.
463. How do you release stress? I beat the hell out of my pillows.
464. Are you a trendy person? No. I never understood trends anyhow.
465. Are you an artistic person? Somewhat.
466. Are you a realistic person? I try to be.
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? Yes, Converse don’t come off without a fight.
468. Are you a strong person? For the most part.
469. Are you a strong willed person? Very.
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? I don’t know.
471. Who is the last person to IM you? I don’t have an instant messenger.
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? Can we say “e-mail filter on high?”
473. Are you a deep sleeper? Yes.
474. Are you a good story teller? Not at all.
475. What do you believe is your best quality? I don’t have one.
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Living.
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Candles are nice, because I have mild pyromania. Matches..Eheheh.
478. Do you do yoga? I have done it before.
479. Do you have your own credit card? Yes, but I don’t use it. Do you like debt? Because I don’t.
480. Let's say you win the lotto... “You win the lotto…” What do I get?! Huh? Huh?
481. Do you have a check book? Yes. I hate balancing it though.
482. Do you like your driver? My what? Since when do I have a driver? “Yes, Thank you Jeeves.”
483. Do you tan easily? Fairly easily.
484. What color is your hair naturally? White.
485. How many fillings do you have? None.
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? None.
487. Worst feeling in the world? Rejection, but most of all, losing someone you love.
488. Best feeling in the world? Being with Space. It’s a simple as that.
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Neither, it’s on the floor shattered into 31 pieces.
490. Last thing you downloaded? Some software. Yay for piracy!
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? I guess not.
492. What do you think people think of you? “She’s too quiet.” Then they realize that I am not what the thought I was, and they end up liking me better.
493. Are you a likeable person? You tell me.
494. Do you need therapy? Probably.
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? No.
496. What the best way to be proposed to? I’ll let the man do the proposing, but, some place sentimental. Where you had your first date together or you first met or something. Cheesy, much?
499. When are you moving? I'm not
500. Are you happy this is over? Let’s see, I just answered 336 questions. Some what.
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[ Current Clothes ] Board shorts and a t-shirt, not to mention my chucks.
[ Current Mood ] Tired.
[ Current Music ] "à quitter" by Rasputina
[ Current Hair ] White and a small bit of pink which grew out.
[ Current Annoyance ] This hangover.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Nightwish.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Black.
[ Current CD in CD Player] A trance CD. Winter mix.
[ Current DVD in player] The Nightmare Before Christmas.
[ Current Refreshment ] Apple juice.
[ Current Worry ] Life.

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] Space.
[ You Talked to ] Space, again.
[ You Hugged ] Space, yet again.
[ You Instant messaged ] I don't really..instant message.
[ You Yelled At ] Myself.

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] I don't have a favorite food.
[ Drink ] Tea or coffee.
[ Color ] Red.
[ Album ] Any hard rock album.
[ Shoes ] Chucks.
[ Candy ] Butterfinger.
[ TV Show ] Robot Chicken!
[ Movie ] Monty Python and the Holy Grail, or Shaun of the Dead.
[ Song(s) ] "Wish I Had An Angel" by Nightwish
[ Cartoon ] Snagglepuss or Sylvester.

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] I try to be.
[ Open-minded ] For the most part.
[ Insecure ] Yep.
[ Interesting ] Maybe?
[ Hungry ] No.
[ Friendly ] I tend to be anti-social.
[ Smart ] ...
[ Moody ] I know I am.
[ Childish ] Not so much.
[ Hard working ] I try to be.
[ Organized ] Somewhat.
[ Healthy ] Yes..I think.
[ Emotionally Stable ] Not really.
[ Shy ] Yes.
[ Difficult ] I am as stubborn as hell.
[ Bored Easily ] No, but easily amused, yes.
[ Messy ] I am reasonable tidy..
[ Thirsty ] No.
[ Responsible ] Yes.
[ Obsessed ] I can be.
[ Angry ] Somewhat.
[ Sad ] Yes. Stop with the fucking questions...
[ Happy ] Sure.
[ Hyper ] No.
[ Trusting ] I would hope.
[ Talkative ] Never have been.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] Myself.
[ Slap ] Space's ass? ^.^;
[ Look Like ] Me and only me.
[ Talk To Offline ] Myself, my cat, Space? Whoever will listen.

HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] If you mean I undress people with my eyes? How do I answer without sounding like a whore?...There's only one person I want to picture naked.
[ Been in love ] I thought, but I am pretty sure I am now.
[ Cried when someone died ] Yes.
[ Lied] Yes, sometimes it is better to lie.

WHICH IS BETTER...
[ Coke or pepsi] I prefer Barques root beer.
[ Flowers or candy] Candy. Candy is a band-aid
[ Tall or short ] Tall.

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] Smile.
[last person u slow danced with] Space.
[worst question to ask] Age.

WHO...
[makes u laugh the most?] My brother, Quentin..Space..
[makes you smile] Space's son, Nick, Space even..My cat..
[makes you blush] Space..I guess. I am not easily embarrassed.
[is easiest to talk to] Quentin. Space..fuck..I feel like a fan girl.

DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] No..My special someone is within arms length.
[save aol/aim conversations] No.
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] No..not really.
[cried because of what someone said?] Yes.

Part 2

[A is for age:] About to turn 20.
[B is for boyfriend:] Space.
[C is for career:] Med Student
[D is for dad's name:] Kenneth Wayne McHail.
[E is for essential item to bring to a party:] Party? Hah..Like I party..
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] "Wish I Had An Angel" by Nightwish
[G is for girlfriend:] None to speak of..
[H is for hometown:] London, England
[I is for instruments you play:] Flute
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] Jelly..I guess, strawberry.
[K is for kids:] None.
[L is for living arrangements:] I live with Space..
[M is for mom's name:] Mary Ann McHail
[N is for name of your best friend:] My brother, Quentin..Or Space..
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] A few.
[P is for phobia[s]:] Claustraphobia, small spaces even.
[Q is for quote you like:] "To be forgotten is worse than death."
[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:]
[S is for sexual position:] I'm still a virgin. Leave me alone.
[T is for time you wake up:] 5:00 am. Now, the time I get up is different.
[U is for unique trait:] I..can smile on one side of my face, and frown on the other..
[V is for vegetable you love:] Peas.
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|:| Survey |:|

[ Current Clothes ] Board shorts and a t-shirt, not to mention my chucks.
[ Current Mood ] Tired.
[ Current Music ] "à quitter" by Rasputina
[ Current Hair ] White and a small bit of pink which grew out.
[ Current Annoyance ] This hangover.
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Nightwish.
[ Current Desktop Picture ] Black.
[ Current CD in CD Player] A trance CD. Winter mix.
[ Current DVD in player] The Nightmare Before Christmas.
[ Current Refreshment ] Apple juice.
[ Current Worry ] Life.

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] Space.
[ You Talked to ] Space, again.
[ You Hugged ] Space, yet again.
[ You Instant messaged ] I don't really..instant message.
[ You Yelled At ] Myself.

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] I don't have a favorite food.
[ Drink ] Tea or coffee.
[ Color ] Red.
[ Album ] Any hard rock album.
[ Shoes ] Chucks.
[ Candy ] Butterfinger.
[ TV Show ] Robot Chicken!
[ Movie ] Monty Python and the Holy Grail, or Shaun of the Dead.
[ Song(s) ] "Wish I Had An Angel" by Nightwish
[ Cartoon ] Snagglepuss or Sylvester.

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] I try to be.
[ Open-minded ] For the most part.
[ Insecure ] Yep.
[ Interesting ] Maybe?
[ Hungry ] No.
[ Friendly ] I tend to be anti-social.
[ Smart ] ...
[ Moody ] I know I am.
[ Childish ] Not so much.
[ Hard working ] I try to be.
[ Organized ] Somewhat.
[ Healthy ] Yes..I think.
[ Emotionally Stable ] Not really.
[ Shy ] Yes.
[ Difficult ] I am as stubborn as hell.
[ Bored Easily ] No, but easily amused, yes.
[ Messy ] I am reasonable tidy..
[ Thirsty ] No.
[ Responsible ] Yes.
[ Obsessed ] I can be.
[ Angry ] Somewhat.
[ Sad ] Yes. Stop with the fucking questions...
[ Happy ] Sure.
[ Hyper ] No.
[ Trusting ] I would hope.
[ Talkative ] Never have been.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] Myself.
[ Slap ] Space's ass? ^.^;
[ Look Like ] Me and only me.
[ Talk To Offline ] Myself, my cat, Space? Whoever will listen.

HAVE YOU EVER...
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] If you mean I undress people with my eyes? How do I answer without sounding like a whore?...There's only one person I want to picture naked.
[ Been in love ] I thought, but I am pretty sure I am now.
[ Cried when someone died ] Yes.
[ Lied] Yes, sometimes it is better to lie.

WHICH IS BETTER...
[ Coke or pepsi] I prefer Barques root beer.
[ Flowers or candy] Candy. Candy is a band-aid
[ Tall or short ] Tall.

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
[what do u notice first?] Smile.
[last person u slow danced with] Space.
[worst question to ask] Age.

WHO...
[makes u laugh the most?] My brother, Quentin..Space..
[makes you smile] Space's son, Nick, Space even..My cat..
[makes you blush] Space..I guess. I am not easily embarrassed.
[is easiest to talk to] Quentin. Space..fuck..I feel like a fan girl.

DO YOU EVER...
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] No..My special someone is within arms length.
[save aol/aim conversations] No.
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] No..not really.
[cried because of what someone said?] Yes.

Part 2

[A is for age:] About to turn 20.
[B is for boyfriend:] Space.
[C is for career:] Med Student
[D is for dad's name:] Kenneth Wayne McHail.
[E is for essential item to bring to a party:] Party? Hah..Like I party..
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] "Wish I Had An Angel" by Nightwish
[G is for girlfriend:] None to speak of..
[H is for hometown:] London, England
[I is for instruments you play:] Flute
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] Jelly..I guess, strawberry.
[K is for kids:] None.
[L is for living arrangements:] I live with Space..
[M is for mom's name:] Mary Ann McHail
[N is for name of your best friend:] My brother, Quentin..Or Space..
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] A few.
[P is for phobia[s]:] Claustraphobia, small spaces even.
[Q is for quote you like:] "To be forgotten is worse than death."
[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:]
[S is for sexual position:] I'm still a virgin. Leave me alone.
[T is for time you wake up:] 5:00 am. Now, the time I get up is different.
[U is for unique trait:] I..can smile on one side of my face, and frown on the other..
[V is for vegetable you love:] Peas. <_<...>_>;
[W is for worst habit:] Spinning my rings.
[X is for x-rays you've had:] Chest and back.
[Y is for yummy food you make:] I..don't really..cook.
[Z is for zodiac sign:] Taurus..I think.

If I didn't live with Space..I'd be an effing stalker..I am thoroughly pathetic.
YES. I AM YOUR FUCKING FAN GIRL, SPACE. YES I AM.
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